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Reena My Niece

Reena My Niece

I was thinking and keep going thinking, what can I do to makes my Nikah’s Dress look okey and smart. Yes, I did test it, but it seems not satisfied me enough.

So this weekend, I decided to go home. After settle down many thing at my institute at Perak. Lot of assignments, presentations, examinations, which is need to be done successfully. Yes, I put all my effort to those. And now is my time to think about my wedding.

Got an idea, so I refer to her. I tell her that I want to do that and that, why did my dress doesn’t look like this even the concept is same as it. And she told me, that my figure is big, compare to that lady.

And now, I’m obviously thinking. A cute, nice and smart wedding dress is made just for a skinny lady? Or this event itself, wedding and sort of is just made for a skinny lady?

And I’m start crying. Okey. Maybe I need to just wear it. Whatever the dress look like.

Am I need to be pasrah like that? Look ugly with the dress.

And I’m start to cry. Cry and cry.

What should I do? Keep angry to all my fat? No need to eat anymore. Just drinking a plain water again and again until I collapse?

Keep running and running until all my fat burn, and just wear the dress for my day?

Is it a good looking dress is made just for a skinny cute little chick?

Ok. Pasrah.

I’m pasrah for a god sake.

Is there any wedding dress designer who is not a bias? Which could designing a nice looking dress for a big size of lady like me? Ok, I accept it. I’m big, full of fat!

So I can get trough my wedding happily.

Pen-off. Just ignore my broken English. I am not a TOEFL intake.

Pasrah.

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